Emily says itapos;s the depression that causes me to lose interest in everything but I donapos;t know. I just think my priorities are out of whack. I used to love to write in here and journal in general. I have three different emails drafts with various journal entries started but never completed. Iapos;m just too out of it when Iapos;m not at work and Iapos;m only interested while Iapos;m at work because Iapos;m bored with work. So... Once day my life will be back in a certain order thatapos;ll allow me to write when I want and at least one genuine pleasure of mine will be enjoyed again.
Until then, Iapos;m going to try and ramble out a post here and there and see how it goes...
I have a doctorapos;s appointment in half an hour to get a refill for my antidepressants. I completely forgot all about having to fill out a medical history form. Youapos;d think at 25 Iapos;d know my medical and family history but I donapos;t. I can never remember dates for any immunizations or technical medical terms for my eye surgeries or Daddyapos;s medical stuff that some people seem to find relevant. But maybe I can fudge it well enough this morning. Not that I have money for the appointment or prescription right now anyway... But Iapos;m trying to have a positive attitude towards the whole situation.
Ed and I went back to the Renaissance Festival on Saturday. It was fun again, but a bit too warm for my liking. I get cranky when I get hot, so I wasnapos;t always in the best mood. But I did get a tarot reading, which was kind of interesting. Iapos;ll try to post some more details about it, but she could tell most of what is going in right now and she told me that an apos;earth shaking" change was coming my way. Thatapos;s not necessarily a bad thing...
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